Dear Diary,

Today is December 7Th 2010. I started out today is one of the best moods I have been in, in such a long time. I start school tonight and I haven't been in any kind of class since I graduated high school almost 4 years ago. I am really really excited to do this for my self, and I know that someone out there is just as excited for me as I am! I even remember to pack a lunch and a dinner today (which never happens) and I have got most of my work done at work. But have you ever had someone who keeps pushing and keeps pushing till you just want to explode with annoyance? well that has happened to me today. You see I have a sleeping disorder, I have had it as long as I can remember. The only thing that they can do for it is put me on sleeping pills but I don't want to get addicted so I try not to take them. Well this person (who will remain unknown) keeps saying there has to be a reason behind it and keeps TELLING me I need to go do sleeping tests. Well there is nothing they can do for it and there is no reason my brain just wont shut off long enough for me to fall asleep and stay asleep. I kept trying to tell him that and he wouldn't listen so I snapped and was rude to him. I don't mean to be but its not your body or your disorder please stop telling me what I have to do to fix it when there is nothing to be done. Well now that I have that off my chest lets get me back to a good mood!!! The school I am going to is to be a nail tech, I was going to cosmetology school but my doc told me id need surgery if I kept standing the way I had to and I was so bummed but I got to thinking a few weeks ago "hey why not do nails". I thought it was a great idea and so did my family, so here I am the day of my first class and I am so excited its hard to hide it and hard to stay working for very long!!! Oh and great news for my friend Montana, here baby is all set and ready to come out any day now! We are all so excited for you and Jason and can only wish you the best of luck! :D

Thanks